megalomania

I’ve been indulging in megalomania on this trip. Which is really sad I think. I think too much of my strengths and try to forget my weaknesses. That is a mentality of inferiority. I look at my friends. Do I feel a sense of inferiority? Perhaps I do. Sigh. Indulgence in fantasy that will never ever come to pass is a sad thing to do, really and truly.